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Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • My Halloween

    Last night Monster Massive, was just too crazy..too many people, and too tiring of a day..I freaking ended up losing my phone..Gosh, drugs will just get u no where kids! =(..Well here are piks from last night..Im tired..I have so many things to do tonite, before I go off to Vegas for a whole week..*sighs..





    *Lianne the penguin..so cute!

     

    *Me and my baby..

         

    *My friends Vincent and Richard came up from the bay..

     

    *This girl's costume was kinda crazy..Very simple, but skary..She was a Vietnamese samurai girl..lols..
     

    *The doggie bounter..

     

    *Hehe..I have ears that glow in the dark..

     

    *More piks from my friends camera..

Friday, 30 October 2009

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • Back to normal..

    Hey everyone, thanks for all the worries and concerns but Im okay..Every relationships has its rough patches, and being together with my boyfriend for almost 5 years, there is bound to be something that can tick us off or sadden us..Most of the time its always me getting all EMO, and insecure..Even though my wonderful boyfriend has never given me any reason to be so..I just cant help the way my emotions go all haywire on me, this is the part where I freaking hate being a girl ..I am quite fortunate, that at least my boyfriend has the patience and understanding to  let me do my crazy venting before he sits me down and try to smooth all my retarded assumptions..

    Sometimes people push good things away, because they get antsy when things seem to be a little too perfect..So they go and over-analyze every little thing and get crazy ideas stuck in their head when those thoughts should not be there in the first place..Well, I can get pretty crazy and that is when all hell breaks loose..Even though I have done so many things to hurt my bf, he is always the one forgiving me first..If it was the other way around, I really dont think forgiveness can come that easy for me..

    Anyways, I really need to stop being the way I am because I dont want to drive away the person that means more then anything to me..Relationships usually die out when feelings start going away, or 2 people dont want to work at it anymore..But for me, I just keep on loving like there is no tomorrow, and I am so glad that I have somebody who has not been tired with all my antics to want to work things out and make sure that I am okay, and that WE are okay..

    On a lighter note, Saturday we hitted up Santa Monica and walked around the boardwalk, 3rd Street Promenade, and Rodeo Drive in Beverly Hills..We have eaten dinner in Beverly Hills alot, but have never done the whole tourist thing in the daytime..It was a long day and tiring day for everyone, especially Mochi..We always get bombarded where people want to stop us to ask questions and take pictures with our son...By the end of the day Mochi was so tired of the attention that he started doing his whining of leave me alone...Lols..Enjoy some of the piks..

    *Lunch at Amelia's on Main St...They were one of the restaurants that allowed dogs, so 2thumbs up from me..Its a small Italian cafe run by 2 parents and their son..Really nice people, and awesome food..

    *Kenric's Italian Tuna Panini with this really good bottle of Root Beer..



    *My turkey panini with roasted tomatoes and pesto..



    *On the Santa Monica pier, you can take lessons on how to be a real acrobat! =)

      


    *Southern California has soOo many beaches, but they are very limited in dog beaches..So, Mochi couldnt even touch the sand...Well screw Santa Monica, because Huntington Beach is way nicer and better, because they actually allow dogs!

     

    *Three Dog Bakery..They make some really yummy treats for dogs that is also very nutritious..The stuff is so good that even humans can eat it..I ate Mochi's Oatmeal cookie, and it was pretty good..Tasted like a diet Oatmeal cookie..lols

     

    *Spent!..From a day of walking around and shopping..His portable water bowl is compliments of Mitsubishi..Thanks Mitsubishi, for letting Mochi carry around his own water..



    *On 3rd. Street Promenade..It was like an outdoor mall, with alot of things going on..Here is one of the guys that stopped to admire Mochi because he used to have a dog that looked just like Mochi..He even showed us a tattoo of his old dog..Awww, looks just like Mochi!



    * Time for Mommy's treats..I went to the Sprinkles in Newport beach, and really didnt think anything great about it, because the frosting was just way too sweet...But since it has been my obsession to try every single Red Velvet cupcake to find the best one ever, I made Kenric stop by this Sprinkles in Beverly Hills..

     

    *Beverly Hills..

     
    *Kenric was hungry..so we stopped by Guppy House..They have the best beef stew noodle soup..



    *I got red velvet,banana, strawberry, and black and white cupcake..These cupcakes were actually pretty good! The frosting was not tooth-aching sweet at all..The red velvet was also good, but for the price and size..I much prefer Bouchon's Bakery..

     

    *Getting my fix on with my red velvet..

     

    *Later on that night..We met up with some of Kenric's friends and hitted up "Past Memories" in Garden Grove..Its a korean restaurant that serves up alcohol and closes at 2am...We ordered 2 pitchers of beer, 2 pitchers of yogurt soju, 1 pitcher of strawberry soju, and with 3 large dishes it only came out to be about 128.00..

    *Their fried chicken was soOo finger licking good!!!

     

    *Kim chi fried rice..Awesome!

     

    *Raw beef..Hmm..it was interesting, but Im not too sure if I would get it again..

     




Sunday, 18 October 2009

  • Broken Hearted..


    There are those in life, who are afraid to give their all
    Afraid that that when they do, all that would be remembered is the pain from their fall
    There are those who say they have never been in love
    That they never felt what it was, and everything that it could mean of…
    There are those who lie so that they won’t ever have to feel lonely
    Living in their own denials so that as long they don’t see the truth, then
    That hollowness inside is just a bit more bearable…
    And then there are those who are like Me..
    The ones who has given their love for free
    Even when their eyes have burned an entire sea..
    The ones who has had their heart, emptied to nothing but a hard shell
    But can still be a hopeless romantic
    Because they have nothing to lose, for every feeling there ever is, has now turned numb with nothing else to choose…
    So how can it be…
    That even when I am still capable of giving everything I have for love
    That I no longer want to go on anymore
    That this just hurts more then anything I have ever felt before..
    Why am I faulted for having so much love
    And even then that is still not even enough..
    Why does it seem that I am asking for too much?
    Just one touch, one glance, one phrase
    So that some of the tension is released from this suffocation
    That I have from being breathless, each moment that I am with you…
    I don’t want to start having to be cold again
    I don’t want to not feel anything just because my luck with love now
    has to come to an end
    They say its better to have felt love then to not have felt it at all..
    But I would do everything for it to forever stay
    Because my kind of love just gets more stronger with each passing day..
    It doesn’t fade, nor does it retreat
    That’s why it is so painful for me right now…
    When the one, who I have given my all to..
    Has thrown back everything I have given
    And ripped my heart into two..
    I no longer know what to do..
    What else do I have to do to keep hold of these petals from turning black and blue..
    I don’t think there is any more air left for me to breathe.
    Im drowning in this empty space,
    with a road that’s coming to an end, that I feel now alone must face..







     

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

  • Loving this weather!

    Finally it is sprinkling here in La..Its going to get warmer though; after tomorrow, with temperatures going up to the mid 80's..blah..Anyways, here are some piks from Saturday..My friend Nancy from the bay came down with her friends to celebrate her bday..Lianne joined me as well..It was an okay night..Im starting not to like any guys that come from La..The whole night was pretty annoying, but whatever..K..enjoy the piks..

    *Some grub before the club..Tried out this new place..They specialize in Northern China cuisine..Their noodles is their specialty..You can choose from knife shaved noodle,hand-knead, and saimin..Evenly cut in thickness, the texture of the noodles was chewy and smooth..Place was pretty good, just the service was sOoOo slow!

    *Beef noodle soup..



    *Lamb noodle soup..



    *Mushu fried noodle..



    *Me and Lianne..

     


    *Me and Nancy..

       
     

    *Dont know what was so daym funny..

     



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