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Monday, 23 November 2009
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Still here..
Hey guys..Sorry, Ive been out of the loop..Just been keeping myself busy..Las Vegas was good..I had a lot of learning experiences..I was there for Sema/Aapex...Both places were held at different convention centers, but they were kind of more or less the same, just focused on different things..Sema's side is more flashy, has the models, casual looking spectators, the Joe Smo's and is probably where all the action is..The Aapex side was more corporate, had a bunch of caucasian well dressed middle aged men and up, hardly any models, and it is where all the real money is made and I am talking bout the 7digit dollar bill range..
It was all business, so I really didnt do anything fun until the last day..I dont know how other people can do it, party all night and have to wake up at the crack of dawn to get ready and stuff..I freaking need my sleep too much, or else I just cant hang..lols..The people that I was working the booth with, they were twice my age, but they would be out doing R.D (Research and Drinking) lols...Well, all in all I think I carried myself quite well, being that I was the youngest out of everyone...I learned alot about how business is conducted, and think everything about it is quite fascinating..Anyways..Enjoy the piks..Its been due, for quite a while now..lols

*Went over to the sema side..and I fell in love with this baby..Love the white, and black trim..
* I lost my blackberry on Halloween..So picked me up an iPhone..So loving it..The camera quality is AMAZING..
*Kenric's company fixed up a race car, so they were racing it for Redline Time Attack @ California Speedway..Love them fast cars!!! I saw so many new GTr's..*drools..I really enjoy these kind of races more, because its all technicality..There are no import girls, strutting their stuff in itty bitty attire..It is just all about the cars, and what its made of..Time Attack is more known to people who are in the car industry, and its not as exciting and popular as drifting so not many people watch this kind of race..Drifting has all the tricks, and skilled drivers..But Time Attack is about skilled drivers and the right combination of car parts to make it run a really fast time..I love it when Kenric describes to me all about this stuff, I see the passion that he and many other people have for cars..

*Paul Walker's skyline..He walked right passed me and Kenric, we couldnt believe it was him so started walking around the parking lot to search for him..I didnt have the f*ckin balls to go and ask for a picture, and I am just not the type to boost any celebrity's ego..So instead of taking a picture of him, I took a picture of his fucking car..lols..
*Kenric's Nsx, and this cute scooter shipped all the way from China..Me and Kenric were riding this scooter around the parking, and we got so many stares, more so than the NSX! People were probably thinking what the hell is 2 big people riding such a weak little thing..lols

Anyways, it was a 2 day event..First day was for practice and to do any last minute tuning..2nd day was the real race day..I saw Paul Walker on the first day since it was mostly racers, and race teams..2nd day had families, and a little bit more spectators..I had the chance to go around the track!!! Kenric's friend was part of the Redline Time Attack staff, so he could get as much track time as he wants..Usually, if you want track time it goes from $250-$1000 a day just to use a freaking track..Anyways, when me and Kenric came it was a bit late, so I couldnt ride in the crazy fast cars..But Vincent let me ride in his 335i with a twin turbo enjine..It was my first time going over 150miles an hr!!! It was crazy, I was slipping in and out of my seatbeat..The track is kind of scary too, because it curves, and Vincent was hella fucking up his tires, braking and gassing when we were going around the cones, but I guess he didnt care..lols..We even drifted for a bit..I almost threw up by the time we went around 3times..lols..I so wanna go to racing school and be a real mean speed machine..hahaa..That would be sOoo HOT!!!
*Me and my squished up face..ready to go on the ride of my life..
*Photoshoot I did with Phu..So loving it!!! His wife did my makeup, and they make such an awesome team..My hair was a bit crazy, in some pictures I really think look Latina..
*Crazy hair, everywhere..
Sunday, 01 November 2009
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My Halloween
Last night Monster Massive, was just too crazy..too many people, and too tiring of a day..I freaking ended up losing my phone..Gosh, drugs will just get u no where kids! =(..Well here are piks from last night..Im tired..I have so many things to do tonite, before I go off to Vegas for a whole week..*sighs..

*Lianne the penguin..so cute!

*Me and my baby..

*My friends Vincent and Richard came up from the bay..

*This girl's costume was kinda crazy..Very simple, but skary..She was a Vietnamese samurai girl..lols..

*The doggie bounter..

*Hehe..I have ears that glow in the dark..
*More piks from my friends camera..
Friday, 30 October 2009
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Yay! Halloween is right around the corner!
Hey guys..I have been really busy, but still totally excited about tomorrow..Right now I am still trying to figure out what I will be wearing so bear with me on updates..=)..
*Here is something we did in class for our Halloween party..I was supposed to be a dead doll, but just ended looking like a clown..lols
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
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Back to normal..
Hey everyone, thanks for all the worries and concerns but Im okay..Every relationships has its rough patches, and being together with my boyfriend for almost 5 years, there is bound to be something that can tick us off or sadden us..Most of the time its always me getting all EMO, and insecure..Even though my wonderful boyfriend has never given me any reason to be so..I just cant help the way my emotions go all haywire on me, this is the part where I freaking hate being a girl
..I am quite fortunate, that at least my boyfriend has the patience and understanding to let me do my crazy venting before he sits me down and try to smooth all my retarded assumptions..
Sometimes people push good things away, because they get antsy when things seem to be a little too perfect..So they go and over-analyze every little thing and get crazy ideas stuck in their head when those thoughts should not be there in the first place..Well, I can get pretty crazy and that is when all hell breaks loose..Even though I have done so many things to hurt my bf, he is always the one forgiving me first..If it was the other way around, I really dont think forgiveness can come that easy for me..
Anyways, I really need to stop being the way I am because I dont want to drive away the person that means more then anything to me..Relationships usually die out when feelings start going away, or 2 people dont want to work at it anymore..But for me, I just keep on loving like there is no tomorrow, and I am so glad that I have somebody who has not been tired with all my antics to want to work things out and make sure that I am okay, and that WE are okay..
On a lighter note, Saturday we hitted up Santa Monica and walked around the boardwalk, 3rd Street Promenade, and Rodeo Drive in Beverly Hills..We have eaten dinner in Beverly Hills alot, but have never done the whole tourist thing in the daytime..It was a long day and tiring day for everyone, especially Mochi..We always get bombarded where people want to stop us to ask questions and take pictures with our son...By the end of the day Mochi was so tired of the attention that he started doing his whining of leave me alone...Lols..Enjoy some of the piks..
*Lunch at Amelia's on Main St...They were one of the restaurants that allowed dogs, so 2thumbs up from me..Its a small Italian cafe run by 2 parents and their son..Really nice people, and awesome food..
*Kenric's Italian Tuna Panini with this really good bottle of Root Beer..

*My turkey panini with roasted tomatoes and pesto..
*On the Santa Monica pier, you can take lessons on how to be a real acrobat! =)

*Southern California has soOo many beaches, but they are very limited in dog beaches..So, Mochi couldnt even touch the sand...Well screw Santa Monica, because Huntington Beach is way nicer and better, because they actually allow dogs!

*Three Dog Bakery..They make some really yummy treats for dogs that is also very nutritious..The stuff is so good that even humans can eat it..I ate Mochi's Oatmeal cookie, and it was pretty good..Tasted like a diet Oatmeal cookie..lols
*Spent!..From a day of walking around and shopping..His portable water bowl is compliments of Mitsubishi..Thanks Mitsubishi, for letting Mochi carry around his own water..

*On 3rd. Street Promenade..It was like an outdoor mall, with alot of things going on..Here is one of the guys that stopped to admire Mochi because he used to have a dog that looked just like Mochi..He even showed us a tattoo of his old dog..Awww, looks just like Mochi!
* Time for Mommy's treats..I went to the Sprinkles in Newport beach, and really didnt think anything great about it, because the frosting was just way too sweet...But since it has been my obsession to try every single Red Velvet cupcake to find the best one ever, I made Kenric stop by this Sprinkles in Beverly Hills..

*Beverly Hills..

*Kenric was hungry..so we stopped by Guppy House..They have the best beef stew noodle soup..

*I got red velvet,banana, strawberry, and black and white cupcake..These cupcakes were actually pretty good! The frosting was not tooth-aching sweet at all..The red velvet was also good, but for the price and size..I much prefer Bouchon's Bakery..

*Getting my fix on with my red velvet..

*Later on that night..We met up with some of Kenric's friends and hitted up "Past Memories" in Garden Grove..Its a korean restaurant that serves up alcohol and closes at 2am...We ordered 2 pitchers of beer, 2 pitchers of yogurt soju, 1 pitcher of strawberry soju, and with 3 large dishes it only came out to be about 128.00..
*Their fried chicken was soOo finger licking good!!!

*Kim chi fried rice..Awesome!

*Raw beef..Hmm..it was interesting, but Im not too sure if I would get it again..
Sunday, 18 October 2009
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Broken Hearted..
There are those in life, who are afraid to give their all
Afraid that that when they do, all that would be remembered is the pain from their fall
There are those who say they have never been in love
That they never felt what it was, and everything that it could mean of…
There are those who lie so that they won’t ever have to feel lonely
Living in their own denials so that as long they don’t see the truth, then
That hollowness inside is just a bit more bearable…
And then there are those who are like Me..
The ones who has given their love for free
Even when their eyes have burned an entire sea..
The ones who has had their heart, emptied to nothing but a hard shell
But can still be a hopeless romantic
Because they have nothing to lose, for every feeling there ever is, has now turned numb with nothing else to choose…
So how can it be…
That even when I am still capable of giving everything I have for love
That I no longer want to go on anymore
That this just hurts more then anything I have ever felt before..
Why am I faulted for having so much love
And even then that is still not even enough..
Why does it seem that I am asking for too much?
Just one touch, one glance, one phrase
So that some of the tension is released from this suffocation
That I have from being breathless, each moment that I am with you…
I don’t want to start having to be cold again
I don’t want to not feel anything just because my luck with love now
has to come to an end
They say its better to have felt love then to not have felt it at all..
But I would do everything for it to forever stay
Because my kind of love just gets more stronger with each passing day..
It doesn’t fade, nor does it retreat
That’s why it is so painful for me right now…
When the one, who I have given my all to..
Has thrown back everything I have given
And ripped my heart into two..
I no longer know what to do..
What else do I have to do to keep hold of these petals from turning black and blue..
I don’t think there is any more air left for me to breathe.
Im drowning in this empty space,
with a road that’s coming to an end, that I feel now alone must face..



